Is there really a God. I for one no longer believe that God exists. I mean how could there. If there was a God then why would he let awful things happen to people. If there was a God then why does he let innocent people get raped, abused, molested, or go crazy or become homeless. My point is that God never would let any of that happen so therefore there is no God. Trust me I have been through enough and all I have is bad luck, so I know there is no such thing as God.
Men
Why do men have to be such assholes. They never listen to you and they expect you to do everything. They treat you like the gum on the bottom of their shoes and they want you to wait on them hand and foot. When you don’t do something right they get all moody and yell at you. Men never say please and thank you. They just treat you like dirt and all they ever want is sex. They are allowed to do whatever they want but when you want to do something your not allowed. They can spend money on anything they want and whenever they want but of course the woman isn’t allowed at all. Men have to have control and when you question it or take it away they just resent you and can’t stand you because of it. They can call you whatever name they want to, put you down, or make you feel worthless but the woman can’t do the same. Worst of all though, when the woman wants to get a divorce and go through with it the men have to give you a hard time. They keep putting off signing the papers and they blame you for everything. The man won’t take the blame for anything, he just puts all the blame on the woman. I know I ranted and I’m sorry but I had to get it off my chest. I know that I have issues but I would like to think that I am not to blame for this divorce or wanting it. I would like to think that I am not completely to blame for this. I would like to think that I am not a horrible person for it or feel guilty for it.
I have three best friends who have helped me through this and don’t think any of this is my fault. They back me up completely even if I do have issues and cause lots of problems. I don’t know what I would do without them and I am glad that I have them as best friends. A girl couldn’t and wouldn’t ask for any better. I just wanted to say thank you to Jared, Katie, and Timmie. You three are the best.
